Around last September, however, I began to long for certain parts of my old "working mom" lifestyle. I missed friends, to be exact. I still do. I realized that almost all of my "friendships" were linked to a life I no longer lived...the workforce. And unfortunately, due somewhat to my own choosing and somewhat to theirs, the ties didn't survive my leap into stay-at-home-mommyhood.
I'd been so busy being mom to a newborn baby, a toddler, and a preschooler that I hadn't noticed the void. But then Thing 1 started school and I started babysitting and I stopped leaving the house. It's hard leaving the house when you have 5-6 kids every day. The "easiest" places to go without 6 kids are stores, where you spend money...and the easiest places to go with 6 kids are expensive! So we started a routine of simply being at home. It was a workable routine, or so I thought.
Around September I started getting ansty. I started noticing that I was pretty much alone (aside from my husband, who's a great help) and I DON'T like to be alone! I began to ponder what should be done about this situation. I started to see other people's posts on facebook; things like, "We had a great time at MOPS today!" or "I love my mommy small group!" or "We're off to our playgroup!" Every time I saw one of these posts I got a little sadder. Imagine what it would be like to have a support group! Wow! I sure missed that.
I began to formulate a plan. It started simple: we needed a women's ministry, an active, up-to-date women's ministry, at our church. And someone needed to lead it! So I started researching. MOPS looks to be a fabulous group, but it's way too expensive for me, so I am sure it would be for some others as well. There were tons of other "mommy" curricula out there, but none fit what I felt we needed. I decided I needed to figure out what we needed! (Or, actually, I needed to figure out what I needed.)
The more I thought, the more I realized that what I really need, more than anything else, is FRIENDS! I need people who will love me for who I am.
About the only place I go regularly is church. What this means is that, ideally, my friendships will come from church. It means that I might have to *gasp* see "those" peope outside of the 4 walls of the church building. I might have to see them some other day besides Sunday! So I started to research curricula that were based on developing relationships. I fell in love with the idea of girlfriends unlimited by Group.
It was exactly what I was looking for! The mission of girlfriends unlimited is to BEFRIEND women and give them a place to BELONG so they will come to BELIEVE in Jesus and BECOME more like him! This was perfect!
And then I realized that I would have to be in charge and that TERRIFIED me. You see, I'm good at being in front of a room full of 4 year olds. REALLY good. But grown-up? Grown-ups scare me. Grown-ups talk behind your back and laugh at you and throw things if they don't like what you have to say. Grown-ups are mean! Grown-ups have bigger attitudes and bigger influences! Grown-ups are my PEERS!
I bit the bullet, had the curriculum ordered, and got started. We've had a kick-off party and a Christmas party, and this month we're kicking off G! groups. We're well on our way to a very vital ministry!
Perhaps just as importantly, the women in my church are on the way to establishing REAL, honest, vital friendships! That's the part I'm most excited about. I can't wait!
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